08/28/2007
No Sex in the City
I read in a visitor's blog that she's having intimacy issues with her husband. It was so brave of her to admit that in public. Most respect to her. Luckily, she has a very understanding spouse who doesn't mind the sexless nights. I totally can relate to her dilemma, except that I don't have a husband to have sex issues with. 
Ngghhhh!!!
Are you starting to wonder what this entry is all about?
Erhm... trust me people, it took me centuries to write this one. It's not just one of my stuff. It's hard to confess something very private online. Really.
For almost two years now... I have not indulged myself with what we call "biological need"... I am happy with the "occasional string" online with the BF... Other than that, I am not complaining...
Seriously... No... Yes...
I am bitching. Oh gawd! I am only human. And this "forced" celibacy issue is driving me nuts sometimes. I wonder how he's handling it. We never discussed the lack of physical intimacy. Honestly, we avoid that issue. Sometimes. Yes. No. I can't remember anymore. See! All those barren years are giving me Alzheimers already... yet I am not griping...
In all honesty, there are times I crave for physical contact... but you know what... everytime I think of that, I get this *PING* on the top of my head that reminds me of MORALITY. I can never cheat on another soul who trusts me a lot. (But comes this frequent worry -- what if he himself is doing it with someone else?)
Forgive me people. I just need to rant on this.
Yes. I am not kvetching. I am okay...
I guess I won't have any issues entering the Order of Chattering Nuns. Ha! I pretty much know how it is to practice the vow of celibacy. Harharharharhar!
On another note, if one of these days, you hear about this neighborhood in South Korea whose pet dogs were axed to teeny weeny pieces by a deranged woman... trust me... it's not Me!
All work and no sex makes Mj a crazy woman. All work and no sex makes Mj a crazy woman. All work and no sex makes Mj a crazy woman. All work and no sex makes Mj a crazy woman. All work and no sex makes Mj a crazy woman. All work and no sex makes Mj a crazy woman. All work and no sex makes Mj a crazy woman. All work and no sex makes Mj a crazy woman.
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hmmmm... this entry is too adult for me... lol
hehehe... you should write an entry on ways to relieve yourself... but that would need extensive crazy research...
lol
but as you say, all work and no sex makes Mj a crazy woman...
Posted by: rhey | 08/28/2007
Rhey, just cover your eyes. See no evil. Hear no evil. Lol!
Anyways... that idea... Ways to Relieve Myself...
Why that would make a good entry. And then my son would accidentally stumble on my blog again noh? Gawd!!!
Posted by: deity | 08/29/2007
well don't we all at some point crave for physical contact? touch, being touched? love, being loved? I've been single for 4 years now and let me tell you I know what you are talking about...
Well, since I haven't found the right person yet, it doesn't bother me that much...
But yes, long distance relationships can be so hard... especially with that little voice in our heads whispering about the other partner and all the unknown things, all the non-discussed things that we avoid... wondering how the other is handling it... I've been there before... and I can state reasonably that it must be quite hard for him to... may be you ought to talk about it some day... ?
Anyway good luck with the week, I hope you are well.
Love you sweetie
Alice.
Posted by: Alice | 08/29/2007
4 years... that is something.
well, sometimes it's better to be alone than be with somebody who can't make us happy. right?
i guess our problem is that we are so juvenile, we are afraid of grown up talks. haha! am not sure. lol! i guess we should start acting like real adults huh? haha! i'll tell him. ha!
i checked your devian art gallery and since i am not a member i can't post comments. they were awesome ally. amazing works of art.
you and the rest of my dear friends are so talented. am so proud of you guys.
*sniff*
Posted by: deity | 08/30/2007
Your a good soul Mj...just get a Playgirl Magazine, recharge the batteries, a glass of wine, get the BF on the phone, and enjoy yourself.....anyways, I miss talking to you...come by and make me laugh sometimes...also, I have been waiting for someone to come by and sell me one of those thingy's you were talking about, but noone has showed up yet..am I hangin in the wrong bars...I mean Blog??? Take care gal...Robbie
Posted by: Robbie | 09/02/2007
I am going to be a nun. Period. No argument.
I did drop by. Why do you want spammers on your blog? Gahhhh!!! (Old people. You really never know what's on their mind. Ugh!)
Posted by: deity | 09/02/2007
do you even realize there are nice people out there (cough!) who *selflessly* specialize in providing instant relief to your kind of problem?
i can already see you thinking of 12 roundabout ways to say "fuck off" to me.
he he he he.
Posted by: JB | 09/04/2007
die Jb! die!
Posted by: deity | 09/04/2007
just wanted to drop by and say HI ...
Yes I am still alive but I've been in too much pain lately to sit at the computer...
Send me a message, tell me how you are !
Love you !
Alice x
Posted by: Alice | 09/06/2007
hey alice, thanks for the concern. i'm so sorry to hear that the pain's back. thought you're okay by now. me? i'm just swamped with stuff to do for school. i will be back i promise, with a big bang.
you take care, too!
Posted by: deity | 09/07/2007
"ouch, ouch!" *clutches my breast. "i die, i die..." :D
Posted by: JB | 09/07/2007
on second thought, i don't want you dead, because you're going to write my speech for the State of the Nation address year 2027.
LOL!
Posted by: deity | 09/08/2007
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